when i make it.. who's coming?

OOOOOH SHIT!... It's Robyn!

Fri, 08 Jul 2005 15:37:36 GMT

Yeah, I remember LJ.. and missed, I missed it so dearly and have come to my sweet sweet baby.

P.S.

I have't posted in here for a shit load of time.

Sun, 23 Jan 2005 22:34:15 GMT

I never really use this anymore... just cause I got bored with it but... you can look me up on Myspace.com just look up my e-mail address (split.personality@netzero.com) and you'll find me
♥

Sun, 02 Jan 2005 20:30:23 GMT

Yes bored again so writing something in here to past the time by.

Sat, 01 Jan 2005 08:25:35 GMT

I have used this in such a LONG ass time I should more though, I never think about it when I'm online and bored but now I did... can't fall alseep past 3am. Same stuff in my life... but tonight I seem to be happy :)

Happy New Year!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sun, 12 Dec 2004 04:39:24 GMT

I don't do ANYTHING on here anymore... only thing to say is...
HAPPY HOLIDAYS FOCKERS! c(=

It's been a long ass time

Sat, 13 Nov 2004 19:15:35 GMT

Pffft no one writes here anymore lol... so who ever reads this... wuts up lol

Sat, 30 Oct 2004 01:55:11 GMT

So, I haven't done anything with this in a looooong time. I've been having a life lately hehe. cheerleading school boyfriend family friends my brithday coming up.

I've been really happy for this past week. It was a good week. Very good. I was a dead cheerleader for halloween I had a lot of people take pictures of me so I might just put them up here. talk to yall later buh bye!

1st Cheerleading Practice

Tue, 19 Oct 2004 00:31:30 GMT

Today was pretty good.. school sucked and was boring like always but everything else was great... well atlest cheerleading was, it was the only thing I was looking forward to today lol and seeing my boyfriend sicne i didnt see him all weekend but anyway.
I'm still stressed but doinga little better.
Katisha is back :)

Have you ever

[x] been drunk.
[x] smoked pot.
[x] kissed a member of the opposite sex.
[ ] kissed a member of the same sex.
[x] rode in a taxi.
[x] been dumped.
[x] shoplifted.
[ ] been fired.
[x] been in a fist fight.
[ ] had sex.
[ ] had a three-some.
[ ] snuck out of your parent's house.
[ ] been arrested.
[x] made out with a stranger.
[ ] stole something from your job.
[x] celebrated new years in times square.
[x] went on a blind date.
[x] lied to a friend.
[x] had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
[ ] been to europe.
[ ] skipped school.
[ ] thrown up from drinking. (ahahahah)
[ ] lost your sibling.
[x] played 'clue'
[x] had a sleepover party.
[x] went ice skating.
[ ] cheated on a bf/gf.
[ ] been cheated on.
[ ] had a sweet sixteen.
[ ] had a quinceaÃ±era.
[ ] had a car .
[ ] drove.

do you...

[x] have a bf.
[ ] have a gf.
[ ] have a crush.
[x] feel loved.
[x] feel lonely .
[x] feel happy.
[x] not like yourself.
[ ] think youre attractive.
[x] have a dog.
[x] have your own room.
[x] listen to rap.
[x] listen to rock.
[x] listen to soul.
[x] listen to techno.
[x] listen to reggae.
[x] paint your nails.
[x] have more than 1 best friend.
[x] play an instrument.
[x] have slippers.
[x] wear boxers.
[ ] wear black eyeliner.
[x] like the color red.
[ ] like the color yellow.
[x] like to read.
[x] like to write.
[x] have long hair.
[ ] have short hair.
[x] have a cell phone.
[x] have a laptop.
[ ] have a pager.

Good place

Sun, 17 Oct 2004 20:16:30 GMT

I am in such a good place right now. Like just with everything... there isn't much that could put me in a bad mood. I am just like WOOO0o0o0o!! HAHA
So many like... lol i can't speak right.
Cheerleading= cool
Me finding out who I wanna be= cool
Me seeing that I needed new friends and i'm finding them= priceless!

Sat, 16 Oct 2004 23:59:42 GMT

Right now, I just wanna cry.

I have no true friends.
No one is around.
No one is ever there when I really need them.
I can never trust anyone.

Or maybe I'm just doing this for attention since I'm an attention whore :)

Whatever I don't give a fuck I am who the fuck I am. I'll be by myself if that's the way it has to be.

At Lenny's house.

Mon, 11 Oct 2004 17:50:58 GMT

I spent the night at my friend Leneica's we were supposed to go to exit but it didn't work out... but it wasnt bad i got ot chill wit a whole bunch of cool people.

Today is my 1 year and a half anniversary!! YAY I am SO happy, it's great. Who knew this would work out this good :)

BABY I LOVE YOU.

[Verse 1]

Boy I never knew I could feel
The way I felt, when I felt
They way you were feelin me baby
I'm so out of control
Everytime you look my way
I realize more and more
How much I adore those pretty eyes of yours
I'm helpless baby
What I want to know is
Are you willing to try
Can you love me for a lifetime
Or just one night ohh

[Chorus]

Baby I love you
Love You Baby
I need you
Need You
I gotta have you
I gotta have you baby
Can't be without you
Be without you
Baby I love you
Yea Baby
I need you
Need You
I gotta have you
I gotta have you baby
Can't be without you

[Verse 2]
Blessed and Cursed on the same day
The day that I first felt the power of you
Inside of me
Such a strong feeling
There comes a time in everyones life
When you know that everyone around you knows
That everything has changed, your not the same
Its a new day Oh what I wanna know is
Are you willing to try
Try to be more meaning to this than what meets the eye

[Chorus]

Ohh I love the way you kiss me
Baby please Im about to loose my mind
Ohh talk to me cuz Im beggin for you and Im down on my knees
Baby I know your the one that I need

...Baby I love you...
...You know that I need you...
...Gotta have you...
...Can't be without you...
...Baby I love you...
...You know I need you...
...Gotta have you...
...Can't be without you..

[Chorus x3]

Shark Tale

Sun, 10 Oct 2004 04:07:34 GMT

Sleepy so very sleepy... about to go to sleep.
Today was good. Spent time with the boyfriend. Movies/Shark Tale.

Three Little Birds

"Don't worry about a thing,
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right.
Singin': "Don't worry about a thing,
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right!"

Rise up this mornin',
Smiled with the risin' sun,
Three little birds
Pitch by my doorstep
Singin' sweet songs
Of melodies pure and true,
Sayin', ("This is my message to you-ou-ou:")

Singin': "Don't worry 'bout a thing,
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right."
Singin': "Don't worry (don't worry) 'bout a thing,
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right!"

Rise up this mornin',
Smiled with the risin' sun,
Three little birds
Pitch by my doorstep
Singin' sweet songs
Of melodies pure and true,
Sayin', "This is my message to you-ou-ou:"

Singin': "Don't worry about a thing, worry about a thing, oh!
Every little thing gonna be all right. Don't worry!"
Singin': "Don't worry about a thing" - I won't worry!
"'Cause every little thing gonna be all right."

Singin': "Don't worry about a thing,
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right" - I won't worry!
Singin': "Don't worry about a thing,
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right."
Singin': "Don't worry about a thing, oh no!
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right!

Our Principle looks like John Kerry

Sat, 09 Oct 2004 01:43:39 GMT

So much stress i'm not gonna have any hair soon.

Going to Exit aka Black aka Icon on Sunday = Stress away

"Just Lose It"

[Intro]
[Eminem making sounds]
Ok..
Guess who's back?
Back again
Shady's back
Tell a friend
Whaaaaaaaa

Now everyone report to the dance floor
To the dance floor, to the dance floor
Now everyone report to the dance floor
Alright Stop!.....Pajama time

[Verse 1]
Come here little kiddies, On my lap
Guess who's back with a brand new rap?
And I don't mean rap as in a new case of child molestation accusation
(HA-HA-HA-HA-HA)
No worries, papa's got a brand new bag of toys
What else could I possibly do to make noise?
I done touched on everything, but little boys
That's not a stab at Micheal
That's just a metaphor, I'm just physco
I go a little bit crazy sometimes
I get a little bit out of control with my rhymes
Good God, dip, do a little slide
Bend down, touch your toes and just glide
Up the center of the dance floor
Like TP for my bunghole
And it's cool if you let one go
Nobody's gonna know, who'd hear it?
Give a little "poot poot", it's OK! [Fart Sound]
Oops my cd just skipped
And everyone just heard you let one rip

[Chorus]
Now I'm gonna make you dance
It's your chance
Yeah boy shake that ass
Oops I mean girl girl girl girl
Girl you know you're my world
Alright now lose it
(HA-HA-HA-HA-HA)
Just lose it
(HA-HA-HA-HA-HA)
Go crazy
(HA-HA-HA-HA-HA)
Oh baby
(HA-HA)
Oh baby, baby
(HA-HA)

[Verse 2]
It's Friday and it's my day
Just to party all the way to sunday
Maybe til monday, I dunno what day
Everyday's just a holiday
Crusin' on the freeway
Feelin' kinda breezy
Got the top down, lettin' my hair blow
I dunno where I'm goin'
All I know is when I get there
Someone's gonna "touch my body"

Excuse me miss, I don't mean to sound like a jerk
But I'm feelin' just a little stressed out from work
Could you punch me in the stomach and pull my hair?
Spit on me, maybe gouge my eyes out? (Yeah)
Now, what's your name girl?
What's your sign?
[Dr Dre] "Man, you must be up out your mind"
DRE! (HA-HA)
Beer goggles blind!
I'm just tryna unwind now I'm

[Chorus]
Now I'm gonna make you dance
It's your chance
Yeah boy shake that ass
Oops I mean girl girl girl girl
Girl you know you're my world
Alright now lose it
(HA-HA-HA-HA-HA)
Just lose it
(HA-HA-HA-HA-HA)
Go crazy
(HA-HA-HA-HA-HA)
Oh baby
(HA-HA)
Oh baby, baby
(HA-HA)

[Verse 3]
It's Tuesday and I'm locked up
I'm in jail and I don't know what happend
They say I was running butt naked
Down the street screaming
(HA-HA-HA-HA-HA)
Mother I'm sorry, I don't remember
All I know is this much
I'm not guilty
They said, "Save it, boy we gotcha you on tape
yellin' at an old lady 'touch my body!'"

Now this is the part where the rap breaks down
It gets real intense, no one makes a sound
Everything looks like it's 8 Mile now
The beat comes back and everybody lose themselves
Snap back to reality
Look it's B.Rabbit!
Yo you signed me up to battle!?
I'm a grown man!
Chubba chubba chubba chubba chubba chubbie
I don't have any lines to go right here so, chubba teletubbie!
Fella's (WHAT?!) Fella's (WHAT?!)
Grab you left nut, make right one jealous (what?)
Black girls
White girls
Skinny girls
Fat girls
Tall girls
Small girls
I'm callin' all girls
Everyone report to the dance floor
It's your chance for a little romance whore
Butt squeezin' it's the season
Just go (HA-HA-HA-HA)
It's so appeasin'

[Chorus]
Now I'm gonna make you dance
It's your chance
Yeah boy shake that ass
Oops I mean girl girl girl girl
Girl you know you're my world
Alright now lose it
(HA-HA-HA-HA-HA)
Just lose it
(HA-HA-HA-HA-HA)
Go crazy
(HA-HA-HA-HA-HA)
Oh baby
(HA-HA)
Oh baby, baby
(HA-HA)

[Outro]
UmMmMmm touch my body
UmMmMmm touch my body
Ooh boy just touch my body
I mean girl just touch my body

BLAH!!

Fri, 08 Oct 2004 03:40:25 GMT

Nothings ever right for me at the sametime...
Something always has to go wrong.

I know who made the cheerleading squad!! HAHA! Hints! Read between the lines!
|From the girls with skinny waists to girls heavy set|
Come on
Flap your wings
Come on
Flap your wings
|To the girls with extensions to the girls with dreads|
Come on
Flap your wings
Come on
Flap your wings
|From the girls got it good livin' in the suburbs|
Come on
Flap your wings
Come on
Flap your wings
|To the ones in the ghetto with their hands on their curves|

Ok so next thing: Everytime i update I'm gonna put lyrics to a song in it. They all have points. I found out that the way I can be most happy is the live through the music I love.

"Tangled Up In Me"

You wanna know more, more, more about me
I'm the girl who's kicking the coke machine
I'm the one that's honking at you cuz I left late again

Hey! Hey! Hey!

Could you see I want you by the way I push you away, Ya!
Don't judge me tomorrow by the way I'm acting today
Mix the words up with the actions do it all for your reaction Ya!
Hey! Hey!
Get tangled up in me

You wanna know more, more, more about me
Gotta know reverse phsychology
I'm the reason why you can't get to sleep
I'm the girl you never get just quite what you see

Hey! Hey! Hey!

Could you see I want you by the way I push you away, Ya!
Don't judge me tomorrow by the way I'm acting today
Mix the words up with the actions do it all for your reaction Ya!
Hey! Hey!
Get tangled up in me

You think that you know me
You think that I'm only
When everything I do is only to get tangled up in you
You wanna know more, more, more about me
I'm the girl that's sweeping you off your feet

Hey! Hey! Hey!

Could you see I want you by the way I push you away Ya!
Don't judge me tomorrow by the way I'm acting today
Mix the words up with the actions do it all for your reaction, Ya!

Hey! Hey!

Get tangled up in me

Eh.

Sun, 03 Oct 2004 03:26:40 GMT

Hey, I'm excited that cheerleading is starting in two days but I just feel like shit right now cause my baby is at home very sick and I really wanna go to him right now I'm about to cry I feel so bad for him. I wanna bring him soup or something hehe.
I miss him so badly. That's my baby i feel like I should be over there taking care of him. Even though he is prolly just sleeping right now I just wanna be there for him. I hate to hear that he is throwin up n stuff. I just wanna go and play with his hair while he falls a sleep (cause it makes him fall asleep better) If your in love you understand lol if not your like... wth is wrong with this chick :)

I'm still here...

Tue, 28 Sep 2004 23:46:38 GMT

I'm sick... and it sucks.. but i have been seeing something lately... a lot of people are in relationships! It's crazy, people are either in relationships or want to be in one (then others just wanna be free hehe) Tiffany and Alian have been together fer 2 years since Sept. 26th today made 7 months that Jennifer and Pavlos have been together for 7 months today. Scarlett and Preston have been together for about 4 months Sara and Abe have been together for about 5 months... so cute lol and i've been with my slut (inside joke hehe) for a year and 5 months now. yes it'ss crazy lol I still love him who woulda known.
I'm just glad that some people are starting to leave me alone about my life lol it's about damn time. Like everyone didn't know i was crazy already lol. u know u love me for it :)

BRITNEY SPEARS LYRICS

"My Prerogative" (Re-make)

[Spoken:]
People can take everything away from you
But they can never take away your truth
But the question is..
Can you handle mine?

They say I'm crazy
I really don't care
That's my prerogative
They say I'm nasty
But I don't give a damn
Getting boys is how I live
Some ask me questions
Why am I so real?
But they don't undersand me
I really don't know the deal about my sister
Trying hard to make it right
Not long ago
Before I won this fight

[Chorus:]

Everybody's talking all this stuff about me
Why don't they just let me live?
I don't need permission, make my own decisions
That's my prerogative
that's my prerogative
(it's my prerogative)

It's the way that I wanna live (it's my prerogative)
You can’t tell me what to do

Don't get me wrong
I'm really not souped
Ego trips is not my thing
All these strange relationships really gets me down
I see nothing wrong in spreading myself around

Everybody's talking all this stuff about me
Why don't they just let me live?
I don't need permission, make my own decisions
That's my prerogative
That’s my prerogative

Everybody's talking all this stuff about me
Why don't they just let me live?
I don't need permission, make my own decisions
That's my prerogative
that's my prerogative

It's the way that I wanna live (it's my prerogative)
You can’t tell me what to do

why can't I live my life
without all of the things
That people say
oh oh

Everybody's talking all this stuff about me
Why don't they just let me live?
I don't need permission, make my own decisions
That's my prerogative (they say I’m crazy)

Everybody's talking all this stuff about me
Why don't they just let me live? (they say I’m use to)
I don't need permission, make my own decisions
That's my prerogative
(it's my prerogative)

I love you Ignatios, thank you for saving me, letting me be, and showing me we can work no matter what.

Sat, 25 Sep 2004 15:15:03 GMT

I am SO hot right now, I was working out but I took a break. Do you like that sweat drippin all over my body? lmao I don't find that attractive I dunno y nelly put that in his song lol. Maybe like coming out a pool is sexy when ur all wet n stuff... but not wet from sweat... ewwwwy. ne way my eye iches and imma go find something to drink then go do some crunches then I have to go meet ashley n company to go get the dresses for her sweet 16.

later, much.

xoxo Cheers mwaaa

Long time no read!

Thu, 23 Sep 2004 03:29:50 GMT

Why? Because I have a life again lol. School, Cheerleading, Student Government, Friends, most importantly... the dude hehe. I am VERY tired right now... about to go to bed... I should be doing homework but I'll do it in Homeroom and Math tomorrow. I need Iggy to fill the empty place in my bed :( i miss him already i wanna cuddle :)

L83R DAYZ... y? cuase imma loser.

p.s.

Smallville came on tonight... yummy... Tom Welling... yummy... perfect.... body... very... yummy.

"Look at his face... look at his face--" ~Lois Lane (Clark was naked lol)

Long time no see.

Fri, 17 Sep 2004 06:33:30 GMT

So, I haven't updated in awhile. The reason is because I just haven't felt like it. Shit is up and down right now. The biggest thing right in is that I want to say R.I.P. to Osano. It still hasn't settled in yet, but then again I still never believe people that have died 3 years ago are really gone. I guess my mind just doesn't want me to believe it. It crazy. His service is on Monday, I'm SO scared to go. I don't wanna see him like that, Osano was never quite lol. The last time Is aw him was by the high riser in the pjs and he gave me this big hug. Never knew I would never see him again, and I'm not gonnat lak about this cause it's too early in the morning and I'm too much of an emotional person.

School is alright, not as bad as I thought. Me and Iggy share on class together which is Science Tech. I like it so far even thought we've only had it once lol. I have Gym two times a week now, one period a day, Mr. Smith is kinda... stechy... he likes to look at girls lol... o.O What sucks is that I travel on fridays, and I know I'm gonna hate traveling with out my babe. Thats going to be hard. Cheerleading is comming soon I hope shit is different then last year, and I know it will be, Try-outs are on either the 27th or 18th and the boy varsity basketball team try-outs are on the 20th, Iggy doesn't know if he should go to his soccer game or try-out... I dunno what to tell him >.<

I'm in my new room... very nice.. bigger bed... hmmmm hehe

I miss my hubby, I haven't seen him in a day and i miss him lol. We should get married now like Raul and his wife that went to like Ohio or something cause he is like 16 or 17 and she is like 14 lmao Yea OK! LMAO It's cute and all for them I have no problem with people wanting to marry young if that's what they wanna do more power to 'em. I gotta say if i was just hmmm... well older that I'd prolly get married to who I'm with now.

Yea it's
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Today...

Sat, 11 Sep 2004 07:23:46 GMT

My away message:
while we were sleeping on this day we never knew we would go to school and it would change our lives for ever.

I just think that everyone should know that our country's govt. sucks big time. But we have so much that others don't. We think that having this day go by once was more then we could handle. Well think about the small children, younger then us who go through it all the time when bombs were being dropped on their homes, by our counrty. When children are being held to be murdered in their own school. When children don't even have food to survive on. When Florida is getting so much help, but people in Granada are getting maybe not even half of the amount Florida is getting.

Respect your life. All Americans have so much that others don't.

Today is my 1 year and 5 month anniversary. The 1st anniversary I get to speand with my boyfriend in 2 months. But I feel like I shouldn't be happy about it.

But on Sept. 17th 2001 I was in The New York Post and it read: "The can take down our buildings, but they can never take down our spirits." I guess I'm really gonna have to believe that corny crap. Cause I get depressed whenever this day comes around. And I shouldn't.

Imma Cold Hearted Bitch

Wed, 08 Sep 2004 17:16:46 GMT

I just wanted to write some of my fav. sayings:

Don't get involed ... She's the type of girl who kills herself just to see if anyone would care.
She's ashamed, she can't stand there to see it. It hurts her.
Yeah, I do. But I can't take this.
She's not the type of person to go where she's not welcome.
You two are like so lovely, inspiration to the people who are single.

That's all I wanted to say.

Tue, 07 Sep 2004 16:35:07 GMT

I was supposed to go out with iggy right now but he has to go to the doctor for his medical I think. So now I must wait until he get back from the doctor... atleast now I can eat something and not have to rush out... oh well... I'll write more later if I come back to my moms.

p.s. Thanks "Muh-lin-duh" for teaching me all this computer stuff lol.

Awww I love him. hehe

Home sweet home

Tue, 07 Sep 2004 02:04:10 GMT

I'm so happy to be back at my computer lol. I missed it *hugs computer* Nothing to really write here... I think I'm going shopping with my baby tomorrow. Thats about it. Robyn is now very happy. No more depressing updates :)
But school is coming in 7 days... so that kinda sucks. But other then that all is goo0o0o0od.

Heeee'sss Baaackkkkkk

Sun, 05 Sep 2004 06:33:48 GMT

I am so fucking happy, you people don't know. That's why I haven't updated in such a long time... I haven't been home. I'm at Jennifer's house right now... we're watching I want a Famous Face... scary. LOL

I REMEBER HOW TO KISS!! Wooooohooo!! LOL Well I'm hoping to see him again tomorrow. Love yall!!

My baby's home.

Jennifer: hey yall i hope everyone is well and stuff yea.... so yea me and robyn are very happy the greeks are back they are sooooo sexy!!! aww i missed pavlos a whole lot and robyn missed iggy a lot also! we'll im about to go to sleep had a long day and didnt get enough sleep bye!!! niters lol

P.S.
If you are my friend you can see a sexy pic of my boyfriend with his new body lmao!! ALL MINE (Iggy) And Jenni has Pavi lol So back off bitches!!!!!!!!!

Moving

Mon, 30 Aug 2004 22:11:39 GMT

Hey everyone I might not be writing here again for a little bit because I am starting to move today (it's about time) I don't think I'm going to ahve anything fun to do there lol. I'll be on my cell phone on AIM so I will talk to some of you. Much luv!!